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croatian_1 @ 2006-11-12T23:30:00

2006-11-13T03:30:23Z

wow.. it has now been months since i posted my last journal, or been on this shit.. but now i realize i was such a fukin baby!! i mean.. wat ia this shit?! wat thwe fuck did u guys do to me to write on this shut?!! i hateu all!!!!!!!1 is any1 listening to me!!!! i feel lik im talking into spacee and no1's there, lol... WTF!

croatian_1 @ 2006-05-08T18:54:00

2006-05-08T23:08:19Z

nicole divico is in the hospital nd i feel so sick.. my good friend is in the hospital nd has only a slight chance of not becoming paralyzed. i only pray to God that there will be a miracle, nd she will be her again.. nd by knowing nicole, she wont take it very well if she finds out that she is paralyzed.. i went to the hospital during school to visit nd stood wit divico's family 4 a couple of hours. nd while she was being tranfered to the other hospital, where her sugery is going to take place, she saw me nd smiled nd said "hi thomas" nd passed out.. that made my entire month, nd also made me cry inside.. i realli want to talk to my friend, it kills me inside that i cant realli talk to her while shes going through this. nd the scary part is that i was just with her on the same Four Wheelers at her upstate house a couple months ago. i watched it on the news, nd i olny makes me sadder.. i realli love nicole, nd i realli want her to get better..

croatian_1 @ 2006-04-03T09:00:00

2006-04-03T13:01:49Z

all kennedians r gay nd are stupid cause they have no clue wat they're doing, nd they lik to let ppl down. (kennedians r ppl from kennedy in somers)

croatian_1 @ 2006-03-28T16:04:00

2006-03-28T21:14:18Z

i am becoming totally independent. i dont need any1 anymore to make me ok. i don't need parents, i'm perfectly fine wit friends, well msot of them. some piss me off (not u ian). nd i HATE being babied by my parents, or treated immature by friends, some friends r completely undependable on. but it doesnt matter, cause i know wat i needa do in life. do all my work, nd become the best soccer player i can be, cause thats wat my life consists of, everything else is secondary. i love my life nd every1 in it, but some things jsut piss me off too much. im strong enough to get through anything now, cause im closer to GOd and now i realize how much strength that givs me..
but i can still be me, later pps

formal

2006-03-07T16:15:55Z

ok, well, u know i wanted to find the rite person to bring foo's. cant jsut bring any1, DUMBASS!!! =(IAN), but trust me, i will get the biggest shocker for any formal, my mind is planning something rite now.. nd u will all c, lol, but anyway, im looking for a croatian girl, nd i think its gunna work out, but none of u will know. so shut-it for now, i know wat im doin, nd whoever says i dont, i'll punch u in ur face.. ok, so peace hommies

croatian_1 @ 2006-03-03T11:08:00

2006-03-03T16:13:58Z

hmm, im an idiot(u dont needa comment bout that), i waited soo long to c who i realli wanted to bring to the formal, nd now, i dont think i even have any left, i wuldnt wanna ask certain ppl that i culd bring, b/c it wuld be to weird. I originally wanted to ask a friend(a friend nd also some1 i culd c myself getting with)but now i gotta go search 4 a stranger, lol, maybe that girl steve was talkin bout that im gunna meet, the abercrombie model, lol, y not? it doesnt realli matter, cause i'll be MADD drunk, nd id probably flirt wit every1 elses girls, lol.. but anyway, im gunna be embarassed wen the formal day comes, b/c my mom nd joyce kept telling me i have to ask some1 now, or i wont have any1, lol.. peace doggssssssssssssssss

croatian_1 @ 2006-03-01T08:32:00

2006-03-01T13:35:56Z

the country of england suks major ass, but besides that, its was a great trip, dont wanan explain it now, cause im lazy, but i will update, 4 now ian is a terrible monster who has a tryout for the raiders next week, nd is gunna be in intense training 4 the rest of the time

croatian_1 @ 2006-02-15T16:12:00

2006-02-15T21:18:41Z

goin to england this friday, aka 2 more days, for a huge soccer tournament! gunna be playin some professional teams, lik portsmouth and southampton.. so it shuld be sick.. any1 who wants to request an autograph from some1 is welcome, nd i will consider it, lol. but anyway, i guess lwando is apparently gunna be in england 2?i dunno, thats wat he sed.. but england is a terrible place n it always rains. everything is basically twice as expensive over there b/c of the stupid US currency thing, so i cant realli buy anything, but anyway, im taking mad amounts of pics n it shild be pretty coool, ok, so peace out

croatian_1 @ 2006-02-09T09:04:00

2006-02-09T14:10:45Z

update.. milk was a bad choice!! hah nd ians a fool nd he scans every1's livejounal, so i know hes gunan read this nd comment it in a second..

but anyway, lifes been acting weird, i don't feel lik going out yet, maybe wen i get bak from england i'll be cool, but for now, it doesnt bother me that i dont wanan go out. nd btw, the whole shit wit the formal, IS BOTHERING THE SHIT OUT OF ME,, cant decide who 2 ask, i almost didnt wanna, but sarah nd other ppl told me i have no choice but to go, lol, so i will, but prob show up a drunken mess. oh nd lwando, i did a snake in my game on sunday wen iwas in the corner nd i made the kid fall on his ass, literly! haha, first time! lol.. so anyway, stay classy San Diego!!

croatian_1 @ 2005-12-15T09:02:00

2005-12-15T14:06:32Z

this was the hardest day of my life.. never did i think i culd use the words "goodbye" 2 lwando.. i jsut didnt think it wuld come out of my mouth.. nd it didnt the first time, the first goodbye hug nd talk i sed 2 him in the hotel was me thinking "he'll be back in a week or so" soo wen i got on that train goin home, ndi realized he was leaving.. i had 2 do anything 2 do it over. brian, me, nd owen rode 2 the airport nd met lwando nd his family there, helped them with their luggage, nd had an indiscribable goodbye.. ndi can't talk anymore..

croatian_1 @ 2005-11-21T08:52:00

2005-11-21T14:00:16Z

wow, getting drunk saturday is an understatement... soo not pleasant, regret that dicision immidiatly.. nd on sunday i was still drunk from the previous nite.. had a game at 11 oclock nd i culd not play at all.. tried but fell every 5 seconds. and the most random thing was that i was asked if i wanted 2 join an albanian gang from a kid on my team, haha he showed me the symbol nd everything. i sed no, i already am in one, causei dont realli wanna get involved wit a group of albanians.. they're alittle 2 crazi for me sometimes, but its always good 2 be on their side, nd croatians and albanians r natural friends, so its all good. well, its monday nd im still hungover, numb on my body, wen the hell is it gunna end???
-yo peace-

croatian_1 @ 2005-10-24T08:29:00

2005-10-24T12:53:18Z

heres an update.. lwando's an asshole. fukjin moving in 1 month, wat the fuck am i suppose 2 do.. my best friend, that i basically share everytihng wit.. nd now hes leavin in a 30 days. it jsut hit me finlly last night, cause ive been in lik denial bout it, but now, talknig 2 michelel 4 lik an hour last night online, nd at the same time listneing to the song, me nd you- by lifehouse,,, the stupid song on lwando's myspace which is now one of my favorite songs, made me come 2 reality.. that im gunna be witout my best friend through high school.. nd im gunna be lik majorly depressed along wit half the school 4 the whole time he's gone.. aiight, well i feel better that i made toni nd michelele cry last night with me, lol

croatian_1 @ 2005-10-20T08:46:00

2005-10-20T12:46:43Z

ahhaa look wat i wrote under lwando's moving entry

croatian_1 @ 2005-10-20T08:39:00

2005-10-20T12:40:00Z

ppl thats names start wit an I, or a L, or a J r gay.. every1 else is cool1! ha

michelles sweet 16

2005-10-11T20:15:58Z

WHOA............... michelles party was OFF the HOOK!! haha,, there were fewer ppl there, but more of my better friends were there,, ndi felt soo comfortable. I HAVE NEVER HAD A BETTER TIME SINCE AS FAR AS I CAN REMEMBER.... the dancing was amazing,, the food was soo goodd..... nd the ppl there were most of my best friends...michelle, lwando, jackie, gary, cat, irene, alyssa, thabo, laura, steve..... haha we had soo much funnn.. the only thing was how jay was givin me nd gary the deathlook.. hahai know the look,, if u heard him nd gary's little convo, holy shit....jsut ask gary how that went.. nd wen michelle nd me were on the couch dancin, whoa! lol,, the party was too great.. hope theres gunna be more 2 come this year,, if not, i'll have 2 come up wit my own reasons 2 have a party..
oh nd picking up michelle that night b4 was sooo anoyin, i had 2 get up off my ass nd get the car..... HAAHAHAH IM KIDDIN MICHELLE.. wenever ur in the situation again u can call me.. i realli rather have u be safe than risk that..idc if its 5 oclock in the morning... lol kkk, im out

croatian_1 @ 2005-10-11T16:01:00

2005-10-11T20:04:52Z

okkkkk... soo this weekend was realli sick........maggies sweet 16 was great.. took alot of pics, had some funn wit friends.. the food was great.... haHaa, i won the whole poker tournament!! nd won the award at the end.. but thabo stole it!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol

croatian_1 @ 2005-10-11T12:24:00

2005-10-11T16:24:42Z

ians an asshole

croatian_1 @ 2005-09-26T09:05:00

2005-09-26T13:13:07Z

ok... saturday nite was MAD fun.. me, lwando, toni, ian, maggie, alyssa, scappy, nd broccoli all went 2 the movies 2 c Cry Wolf in elmsford.. unfortuantly.. it didnt play there.. some ppl wanted 2 c the Exorcism of Emily Rose... FUCK NOOOO.. never will i c that.. soo i drove the 8 of us in my little altima 2 hawthorne.. hah funny shit... toni's fat ass lost us a race against a new black mustang... we could've won!! but w/e.. it was a good movie... we went bak 2 the diner in dobbs.. but lwando had 2 be gay nd go home.. jp.. but he did.. missed out on more funn. every1 was dying in the bak b/c i started palying family guy songs in the car,, chris sounded lik a fukin hyena.. lol, w/e.. had a good nite... toni wasnt being gay 2 me that nite either.. so it made things better.. aiight,,, later.. luv my friends......... ian suks at halo

just made i

2005-09-26T12:42:32Z

aiight people.. i finally conformed 2 this shit.... be easy. its my first time